Ooooh... Kena tagged for the first time, man... by Guo Zhang & Mui Yit.

The Rules
Once you have been tagged you have to write a blog with six weird facts/things/habits about yourself. In the end, you need to pick six people to be tagged and list their names.

Don't think I'll be doing it though. I tried. But it took too long to think of the second fact. Got stuck.

But I'll do something like that, without the tagging part. I feel this would be better in letting you children know me from my point of view.


a. I'm confused about myself. I don't really know what I want, what I'm like and etc.. But at times I know how I'm like. For example, I know I can be rather pessimistic at times.
You get what I'm trying to say?

b. I find it hard to express myself verbally and sometimes, in words. If I do, and it's something sad, I'll cry; something anguish, I'll yell and be feisty; something academic, I won't be able to get to my point.

c. I'm very emotional. Yep... (Hold, let me digress a little.. There are cats howling outside my house right now and I don't know what to think.).. Right, I cry easily during shows that really touch my heart. Sad scenes, happy scenes or any scene that is trying to send a message. Sort of..

d. I heart babies, but they don't seem to like me very much. I don't really know how to 'play/communicate' with them. I always wished that I had a baby brother or sister. Alangkah baiknya jika Hwey was a baby.

e. I procrastinate a whole lot. I'm doing it right now.

f. I think a lot. Stage events in my head. Hoping it may happen or like Guo Zhang, prepare myself if it happens.

g. People say I give up easily, but I like to think that I try to complete whatever I'm suppose to complete and actually do complete some of it.

h. I always wanted to be talented. Not that I am now... or will be anytime soon.. More to the creativity field, since I'm doing Mass Comm.

i. I like to tell people (For now, it's just Hwey & Sean.) things. Things that happen to me on a particular day. Like there was this few days that I kept running into Quincy Tan in LWWSOM(PJ).
"You don't need/have to ask me, I will tell you, whether you want to hear it or not."

j. When I see an artiste I'm rather fond of, I just go weird. Saying things you were sure you are not going to say.

h. I'm a 'mood' person. I can be really bitchy, well, most of the time.. Or very ridiculous with Hwey. ('Being ridiculous' part mostly happens at night.)

i. I can feel very guilty and go, "Bugger, it's all my fault lar..", if I made a mistake that affects others. My mood changes and I go silent. Even if the person forgives me.

I want to trail off now..

...


I feel that I've lost the drive to study. Planning to get a differment and join the Work & Travel USA
programme. But obviously, it's a big fat 'NO' from the woman of the house. But I'll talk about it anyways.

My not-going-to-happen plan goes like this:

Apply for differment for 6 months, if that's possible. *As I wrote "if that's possible", Teddy Geiger sings in his song 'Possibilities', "anything is possible, yeah..". How ironic.*

At the same time, apply for the Work & Travel USA programme.

If everything goes well, I'm off to the US. Be back in 3-5 months. Continue college.


My whole point of differing is to build up my passion for studying. It's fading away, you see. It has never been strong actually. I enjoy studying, in a moderate (or somewhat less than moderate, I don't know..) amount. Maybe it should be categorized as 'reading'..

Whatever la... It's already 3 in the morning of a sucky Monday morning. Big formal presentation tomorrow. Got to prepare my speech and another outline. I SO wish time would just skip all of a sudden. When that happens, time continues to run and I don't have to do the presentation. I don't think you all get what I mean. Nevermind..