I'm just sOOooO depressed.

All I can say is...

Dear PayPal,

I don't like you,
and I'm pretty sure you don't like me.
After all the sweating and bleeding,
the waiting and the worrying,
we had to come to this ending.

For where I suffer your wrath,
and no one to be my buffer,
you brought me heartache and sorrow,
you brought my friend heartache and sorrow.
So please shoOOooOoo.
ShOOoOOooo, and get away from me.


Yeah, my rhyming sucks.

But hell, I didn't mean for it to rhyme, really.

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I've forgotten the joy of singing mandarin songs.

(If I put up an mp3 here for streaming, is that considered piracy?)

I'm loving all things chinese now.

Maybe except for la-las. No offense.

...


I know I haven't been having updates that often anymore. I feel so busy. But in actual fact, I...

I'm not even sure what I do with my time.

I get so tired after classes so I just come home and sleep till 11pm and use the computer for a few hours and go back to bed at 2,3 or 4 in the morning.

I read the books that I borrowed/rented. Again. (Cathy, I'm sorry, but your book is boring.)

I daydream about taking a holiday to anywhere. Currently trying to plan a trip to Taiwan.

I worry so much about the PR event but take no productive action whatsoever.

I draft new entries in my blog but delete them later when I can't continue writing anymore, for some reason.

I worry my ass off again because of my current relationship with my now ex-good friend, PayPal.

I feel so pissy sometimes in college. Like today. I probably freaked and offended some friends today.

I start to lose the drive to study. I'm very, very afraid of that. Scholar, okay?? Got to keep my grades up.

I'm so desperate for a holiday.

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(I can't find my link to mrbherng's)



Well, time to sleep. Mum keeps nagging us to "Go to bed... Ye(4) liao(3)! Qu(4) Shui(4) Jiao(4)!"

"Go and sleep! Everyday use the computer. I'm going to plug the wire and confiscate your computer!"


Good night and goodbye, dear readers.



p.s., found the problem. The tag for mrbherng's link was faulty. It's ok now.

I'm so into sad songs now.