Tuesday, 28 July 2009

Just a rant. A wish. A whatever.

I want to come home and start working.

I've decided.




Felt good saying that. =) But I really, really want to start working. I have no idea why I took Internet Studies. Seriously. Technically, I had no choice but to choose. I'm not a journalism buff or an FTV-Corporate person. Actually, I'm an FTV person, but I no longer believe in learning through the classroom after doing my internship. Not like I learned any from college anyway.

So I got stuck with Internet. But if I was brave enough to just take something totally unrelated to my diploma in the first place, I'd be learning languages and Asian culture from the Department of Asian Languages. I'm really interested in taking up language wan lo!

This complaining attitude of mine annoys some of you, I'm sure. I know I'm lucky that I can study and whatnot. But I don't feel the drive to study. Perhaps I'm regretting?

But, as I know VERY well, I can't do anything about it because it was my choice and the money isn't mine. And I've got a year to go. Urrgghhh. Should've switched with a few marketing units.

Now I'm buried in essays.

I feel like screaming!



1 comment:

Ven said...

it doesn't really matter what you take in school. You will have to re-learn most things when you start working anyway. Just enjoy what you are doing and not bother whether will it be any use in the future, most likely it won't but you will never know.